Mistakes were made
When I was young.
My neck is broken
Now I am hung.
Poetry is Good for America
Mistakes were made
When I was young.
My neck is broken
Now I am hung.
This poem needs a prologue. It almost isn’t a poem at all. It lacks a rhyme or meter. It comes out of a discussion we had early on with the starting of the Sangria Summit Society, and Poets to Save America. It tries to answer the question of how to bridge the divisions in the United States as they exist today. It is more a discourse between me, you, and our better selves. Despite its lack of form, it is still the song, groaning from my soul, inviting us all to get messy and take the actions needed to save a faltering patient, even if it makes us uncomfortable.
Messy Medicine
I can tell you how to save a person.
I’ve been trained to do it in the harshest of environments.
I can assess if the area they are in is secure and if they are responsive, breathing, or bleeding.
I know what to do in the cases of blunt force trauma, burn, gunshots, lacerations, or a wounded psyche.
I know how to approach a drowning victim, and how to stabilize the neck and spine after a crash or fall.
I can apply a pressure bandage, tourniquet, splint, or brace.
I know how to access risks and implement mitigation to prevent accidents before they happen.
Sometimes all that is needed is showing love and respect even when they don’t feel it for themselves.
Other times you must get your hands dirty in the blood, guts, gore, and shit of their life.
What I want to know is how to save a nation.
When the problem is toxicity in the body politic, the symptoms are plain but treatment is messy.
The factions are spewing vitriol, more concerned with the spoils of victory than the injuries that they cause.
We need charcoal in our bellies to sop up the venom, and a purgative to evacuate our systems.
The patients have to heal themselves, but it is so hard to do with minds clouded by political poison.
The treatment causes pain as we realize the mess we are in is a mess we made for ourselves.
Our addictions are killing us.
We are committing self-genocide.
The resulting infection is resistant to our normal arsenal of wonder drugs.
We over-used patriotism, nationalism, and exceptionalism in our heyday.
Our faith is shattered.
We stopped believing in the ethics that made us great and started arguing over the definition of “is”.
We legislated ourselves into a coma-
Allowed charlatans to convince us that their partisanship was as good as the time-tested remedies.
We started believing that parts of our society could win while others were losing-
That our kidneys meant more to us than our liver, our heart more than our brain.
In truth, the heart is fickle and the brain is confused.
In our gut we know we are filled with toxic shit,
And we just keep eating garbage.
The path to health for the nation starts in the individual.
We must reject partisanism and accept wholism.
We must first be good people, good neighbors, good stewards, and good planners.
The resiliency and vitality of the nation comes when we the people are healthy-
When we discipline ourselves to acting in ways that are healthy and wholesome for the nation,
When we put others first, do more good for more people,
And prepare for a better future by being better ourselves.
Classical humanism is what is needed to suppress the ill effects of willful ignorance.
Civility is the cure for political discord.
If we refuse to accept a discourse of division, we will begin to unite.
We get closer together when we stop walking farther apart.
The road to wellness starts with a single step, a single individual, repeated 330 million times.
When we reject the concept that one part of the body politic can survive while another falters,
We start our healing.
Our body has a lot of vomit and excrement that we have to purge and replace with something healthy.
The first step is simple and so very hard.
Love your fellow humans.
In spite of yourself.
These are the nights that I love the best
When we set a place at the table for an unexpected guest.
For we have love and light and food enough to share,
And if you bring an extra friend, we’ll just pull up another chair.
Come and walk in the dream awhile with me–
Come, be my home, be my chosen family.
Now the fire beckons, and its glow will start to bring
The memories of an old song and a new one yet to sing.
And we’ll tell an old war story we all know the ending to,
And if you have to leave, we know you’ll take a piece of us with you.
Come and walk in the dream awhile with me–
Come, be my home, be my chosen family.
My family is my home where I can safely rest,
It’s chosen in love, and by this love is blessed.
And even in a foreign land or campaign ‘cross the sea,
These are the ones I love, this is my chosen family.
Come and walk in the dream awhile with me–
Come, be my home, be my chosen family.
Be the rainmaker
Not the drought.
Fill the clouds with water
Not with doubt.
May 5 will mark the 14th observation of Alive Day in our home. It’s a strange thing, Alive Day. It’s not a day of despair for us, despite the solemnity of the event and the loss of two of his soldiers. My husband is thankful for every moment he is present, but it is not a day of celebration, either. I, as the person who cares for and shares this journey with Terry, am left with no ‘right’ words or ways to observe this anniversary.
Through the years, our focus has been, to try to be living memorials, if you will, to the men we lost that night. To be mindful of the second chance we have been given, and to not squander it, while still honoring their sacrifice. R.I.P. PFC Bradley Kritzer and Spc. James Marshall, you and your families, are in our hearts and minds every day.
“Sorrow may last for a night but joy comes in the morning…”
Allegory
What if, when Sorrow felt
The Carrier fell and anxiously knelt
At the grave of hope’s dusty tomb
Outlined in the bleak light of moon
With her head bowed she heaved a sigh
And rent the air with her cry
While in the poltroonish cover of night
That Sorrow did clash with hallowed light
And Carrier crumpled and aggrieved
Could not battle her joy’s thief
But as the sun did split the sky
The light victorious gained its prize
And Sorrow conquered was forced to flee
So Carrier could arise free.