What You Left

Running in fields
of corn, or winter
Deer in the wheat.

Heavy boot down
The wire buzzing,
Through the gap.

Door busted in
The drafted cabin,
Stored past traps

Old but alive still,
With tetanus teeth,
Enough to kill.

Teenagers know
No trespassing.
We are born to it.

But the land belongs
Only to the beasts,
And blackhawks,

And those who
Can defend it.
While they can.

A revolving port
Of barbs and
Constitutions.

Shoot and run.
Bandages. Run.
Red. Again.

You run the dust
Of deserts, but
The long grasses

Brush your belly,
Stirring the insides
Pounding.

Demanding
You return.
To what you left
-In Kansas.

Myristica

She kept Spice Island
Jars for decades but
Burned his letters.

You cannot make,
Or bake a cake of
Dead men’s words.

Cannot eat them,
Nor make them
Sing sweet again.

Nutmeg lasts forever.
The red mace skin
Is peeled from flesh

Leaving the seed,
It still smells though
As dry as bones.

Sing a Song of Seasons with Memories of Me

Gate to Seoul

Running through the sandy spring hills, along the creeks, in the pines,
Down corduroy red dirt roads, fleeting childhood, warming climes.
Honeysuckle water and dewberry juice, sweetness in your mouth,
Magnolia and Crape Myrtle blooms, smelling springtime in the South.
The resonant tones of guitar and bass hanging in the air,
Front porch family pickin’ country gold, little dirty kids without care.
Growing up poor but with all they needed, setting the deepest roots,
Running barefoot in the pasture, or in cut-offs and cowboy boots.

Walking in burning summer sands, between the rivers, this is war!
Wearing 30 pounds of armor, tracers flashing, rockets roar.
Blowing sand and streaming sweat, saltiness on the tongue,
Burning flesh and sweet cordite, acrid smoke filling the lungs.
Summer weighs oppressive, rolling thunder booming from the guns,
Nations at war making full payment in the blood of daughters and sons.
Growing older with gnawing emptiness, forming the deepest scars,
Marching boot-clad through the trials, changing seasons, changing stars.

Sitting at a desk behind a flat screen, pecking out lessons upon the keys,
Middle-aged in autumn and breaking down now, failing back, tired knees.
Leaves dropping from the barren trees just like the hair from lengthening brow,
With the fall comes a winding weary slowing, life losing its flavor somehow.
All the tones are slowly fading, except the growing ringing in the ears,
The music now is mostly memories, bring smiles and sometimes tears.
Finding joy in all the little things, moments lived, friendships found,
Knowing soon that cooling winds are coming, frosting hair and frozen ground.

Laying still and cold in winter, in garden of stones, with frozen breath,
Never more to roam the backroads, but peaceful resting now in death.
Bluish lips and tongue taste nothing, dry and frozen in the mouth,
Spirit gone on to new places, but once again a child in the South.
The sounds of men and angels singing, reverberating through the skies,
Content in all the life gone past now, not everyone lives, but everyone dies.
Despite the winter chill around, a warming thought, this one fine thing,
Soon the frozen ground will thaw again, for after winter comes the spring.

Days that Take My Breath Away

Gate to Seoul

Staring out the window at the naked bones of trees,
I see the dirty snow in patches, and ice-sickles on the eaves.
Winter time is looming, with its cold and dark and gray,
While the night is growing longer, and shortens every day.
In this season of the twilight, when the world is cold and dark,
Comes the era of contemplation, reviewing the subtle and the stark.
Past the Feast of Thanksgiving, not yet the Festival of Light,
Lies the time of turmoil- the inter-holiday blight.
Amidst the hustle and the bustle, I find that in my heart,
I need to view in circumspection, whether I’ve done my part,
To improve the life of others, and whether it’ll be found,
That I’ve made the whole world better, before they lay me in the ground.
When I measure myself against my ideals, I find I’m always lacking,
But I’ve set my course for a brighter land, and by the stars I’m tracking.
In the irony of reflection with forever-moments, as time flies,
Though born but a poor boy on a farm, as a man Noblesse Oblige-
Not better than any others, just blessed beyond any possible measure,
A life well-lived unto itself has been immeasurable treasure.
As years and lives all must end, my heart still must sing,
For the cycle holds and later comes the flowering rebirth of Spring.