My First Car 74/ 88/ 21

Bryan Batson

An Olds 88 from Seventy-four

Passed into my life in Eighty-seven,

A massive chunk of metal-

Pale blue and rusty.

You could see the road passing underneath

If you knew where to look.

Just 300 dollars, that I worked for all summer

Made that beat-up, used-up, beauty all mine.

Little did I know that at eight miles to the gallon

The beast would constantly need to be fed.

For two wonderful years,

She devoured every dollar that I made.

I was addicted to the highways and byways

Rolling through the hills and the pine forests-

Trying to find my place in the world!

They no longer make cars so simple,

With room to climb into the engine compartment,

To build relationships with machinery,

To tinker, refine and supe up.

New cars go to surgical shops with screens,

Get hooked up to computers for digital diagnostics-

Complexity beyond the ability found in the shade tree mechanic.

I learned so much from my old pale blue lady,

Not just about cars but also people and Love.

For a couple of years, I knew true freedom,

Filled with wanderlust and blessed with a full tank of gas-

Alone on the road with worn out tires with no particular place to go.

When I was a young man, cock sure of myself,

The political system seamed a lot like that old car-

Big and clunky, not very efficient, powerful and free.

Politics still reminds me of that old car- metal fatigued and rusted,

Sitting somewhere in a salvage yard, awaiting recycling.

Though I’ve moved on and stayed with the times,

I’m not sure I’m better off with the new models,

All the gadgets and progress crammed under the hood,

Inevitably drives the cost and complexity of ownership up.

So that the average person,

Has no means to manage how the engine runs.

Somewhere along the way between seventeen and fifty,

I traded the freedom of a wild, inefficient beast,

For modern computer-controlled efficiency and luxury.

Despite the comfort and power, the safety and style,

I still long for the days when people could crawl

Into the engine compartment

And actually change the way

That their government ran.

A Pale Horse

Dystopia

They dance with the idea
it consumes them wholly
wrought from ancient fear
of what they thought was holy

The rich move them like pawns
and laugh at their red deeds
then a fearsome day soon dawns
and their anger makes us bleed

Lies and hunger and a sense
of loss and falling down
the talking heads talk nonsense
about their stolen crown

They follow blindly and with glee
they chant and curse and sing
they smash and kill and plea
for praise from a would-be king

The center holds for one last stand
the guardians beat back the horde
they will return as they had planned
to commit what some abhorred

Some bolder hand will hold their reins
the broken veil falls from our face
the death’s head move for sordid gains
a triumph of a darker grace

So thus our city on a hill
shining for those with lifted eyes
crumbles into rubble still
just a shambles in disguise

Political Skepticism

Gate to Seoul

Here we are in cold of midwinter
An election has passed
With misery and fanfare
A new government is sworn in
And we will joyously revel
That the State has come back from the brink
Yet the same crew
That have been running the fetid swamp
Continue to muck their way through
And the people of the “United” States
Wallowing in their misery
Hoping to see change
While keeping the same corrupted people in charge
Who have perpetuated the problems
The nation experienced for decades
There were lessons learned and missed
From the last four-year experiment in collective rule
A Republic cannot stand
If its leadership is dysfunctional
You cannot unify a nation
Through bully and insult
You do not build liberty
By silencing voices
Even those that make you uncomfortable
There is no wise demagogue
That can pull us all through
The real strength of governance is
When We the People make ourselves heard
The allegiance should not be to party or person
But to ideals- the ones from our founding
Even when we have struggled to execute them as intended
It is a pity that we continue to accept
A system with only two options
Making it so much easier to keep us divided
The people suffer for lack of options
And the same old networks
Ensure the game never changes
The United States is so much more varied
So much more diverse
Than the continual representation
By a handful who consider themselves elite
We deserve governance that reflects us-
The variated many
With all the chaos and conglomeration required
For multi-party rule
Without change we will continue
To toss back and forth in a bi-polar bipartisanship
As the pendulum swings
And we the fickled masses dance

Immolation

Immolation

This is a poem I never wanted to write.
Idiocy on display forces my hand.

This is how great nations die
Self-absorbed citizenry believing the hype
That their own person desires are more important than
The good of the nation as a whole
A failure of education
And of civility
The stupidity of wanting
Life without consequence
Talking heads spewing
And the gullible rolled up as fodder
by those taking and faking sides
The people act without knowing
Thermador, the Bonfire of the Vanities

Pray for a Phoenix rebirth

Moral Combat

Gate to Seoul

Watching it all play out
On national television,
All that I could think
Was that we really could do better
In the choosing of our champions
And the resolution of the combat.

In the back of my mind
I thought of Alice, Texas
In the fall of 1948
And the mysterious miracle of Ballot Box 13.
Yet there is quite a difference
Between knowing a bit of history
And actually making accusations
From the Whitehouse bully pulpit.

On this one thing I am certain,
That no matter who wins this battle
The process has weakened their position
And the standing of this nation.
There will be no mandate for action —
Only more cries from the sidelines
That a duly elected person
Cannot possibly be “my president”.

The process tears at our fabric
Reopens the old wounds
In our national psyche
Refusing to allow them to heal.
We should be saddened that the runup
To the 2024 election
Starts in earnest today.